I celebrate my Valentines Day with ZEE.
No! No way! Na ah! Never! Before anyone has all the vivid thoughts... let me clarify. It's pretty simple.
We both had our respective morning dance class at NorthView Primary. My first class was 1 hour 10 minutes late! So we have 20 minutes to teach and earn $50 bucks. That's the reason why i love this class. lol. After class, we ate lunch together in the school canteen and coincidentially ordered a similar menu. After class, we went to school and made a last minute plan for a party.
It's called "Fuck Valentines Day" party. Mainly for those singles. Zee plays her part to be single... just to ebrace such unique event. Well, it's pretty impromptu because we bought all the candies, a bottle of coke and took some cups from the North Canteen, when we reached school. So we mass message any dancers we know since it's held at Dance Studio.
We made a short introduction video for the visitors with Zee's powershot phone. lol. It was meant to welcome the visitors through our nice video shot by the professionals. So far, 4 visitors came! What a lifetime achievement!
Basically, Zee was really in the party mood while i just enjoyed the short yet memorable moment. During the time in the studio, we choreographed few sets of 8. The whole dance as quoted from Zee "refreshing". And i liked it too. Zee and I have different styles and when we combined our choreography, it looks like a new style by itself. Coolness man!
After dance we head straight to AMK. I bought new set of red hair dye! I really hope it turns out well. After walking around, we both ate the same menu again. The Nasi Briyani [chicken] was the only dish left. Kinda expect it. C'mon man...which stall would open around 930pm? And my favourite Ah Mei Teh Ice. Best Teh Ice ever! lol.
Today was definitely memorable. It's pretty short but there's a lot of hilarious thing happened. To those potential singles on next year 14th February, remember to come to our 2nd Anniversary of Fuck Valentines Day party. Venue tbc. But there's definitely more range of food...and grander event with more youths [that means i must consider if i should invite Zee. LOLLOLLOL!].
GoodBye.
Hot Stuff
Friday, February 15, 2008
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Valentines Day
I'm not gonna niggle the fact that i'm still single and there's no one to celebrate with me this Valentines Day. Seriously guys...why bother to celebrate such overrated event? It's not even in our national calender that on 14th February is a public holiday; unless Singapore encourages its people to make love thus making it a public holiday. Well in such rare cases, Singapore could be break the world record of having the most young innocents to lose their virginity on this date.
However the pros about having Valentines Day is the time when every couple takes time to get an off day from work, dress nicely, and make sure they look their best for their lover. Some will argue that "Why only on 14th feb? Love should be everyday". As far as i'm concerned, people gets busy these days and it's pretty difficult to meet up among each other. Thus this date is created for couple to take their time off and meet up. Yes, companies will get profit. But since it's only once a year, why not? Not everyone is Paris Hilton, who's able to buy couture clothes on an everyday basis. I believe that many out there save money just to make sure the look they best, buy something that's really memorable for their lover, and go to a posh restaurant to remember this date.
In conclusion, 14th February is a date to remember all the bittersweet memories. It might contradicts how lovers should love each other everyday... but every couple would choose to remember their days on a specific date. And many chose 14th February because it's an easier date to remember. I could imagine a dialogue between 2 friends:
Angie: "oh my god...12 November is the best day ever with Alex!"
Lina: "Really? Happy belated birthday Angie!"
Angie: "No! Since when i'm born in November you mushroom head!"
Lina: "haha. Kidding. Oh! Send my regards to Alex and tell him that i'm sorry i forgot to buy his birthday present."
Angie: "Lina you bitch! how can you remember Alex's birthday when you forgot mine?!"
Lina: "You just told me angie.."
Angie: "Oh great. That's what happen when i talk to a virgin. Let me clarify."
Lina: "Why? You don't have to clarify whether i'm a virgin! Oh shoot...you know i slept with Andy?..."
Angie: "Who the hell is Andy? Lina shuddap and listen. My birthday is on 12 December and Alex's birthday just passed 2 days ago."
Lina: "Huh? Then why did you mentioned 12th November?"
Angie: "Look, 12 November is a special date with me and Alex. It's the most memorable day for us"
Lina: "Oh. But why 12 November? Bet when you're old and are more prone to stm, you'll forget this date. Why not Valentines day? At least when you're old you know that Valentines day is a special date although you might forget which guy you made love with"
Angie: "Oh. Ya. you make some sense Lina. Wow. Ok, i'm so gonna break up with Alex."
Lina: "What?! Why?..."
Angie: "Well since you mentioned a more memorable date, i shall date with another guy before Valentines day. Then 14th February would be a more memorable event!"
Lina: "I guess Valentines day makes the body go round! Lmao."
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When your best friend has a lover, it's as if your relationship loosens. Especially when your bestie is the opposite sex and it's hard to get close to that person because you're afraid that her/his lover might break up with your bestie because you spent too much time with her/him. It's quite complicated but if you're feeling it, then we're at the same position.
I saw my bestie with her boyfriend and she sort of ignore me. It's hard to tell if she saw me or not. Maybe she's stoning. But the relationship is not as tight as before. We're from different institution and we barely see each other. Sigh. I'm utterly disappointed.
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
However the pros about having Valentines Day is the time when every couple takes time to get an off day from work, dress nicely, and make sure they look their best for their lover. Some will argue that "Why only on 14th feb? Love should be everyday". As far as i'm concerned, people gets busy these days and it's pretty difficult to meet up among each other. Thus this date is created for couple to take their time off and meet up. Yes, companies will get profit. But since it's only once a year, why not? Not everyone is Paris Hilton, who's able to buy couture clothes on an everyday basis. I believe that many out there save money just to make sure the look they best, buy something that's really memorable for their lover, and go to a posh restaurant to remember this date.
In conclusion, 14th February is a date to remember all the bittersweet memories. It might contradicts how lovers should love each other everyday... but every couple would choose to remember their days on a specific date. And many chose 14th February because it's an easier date to remember. I could imagine a dialogue between 2 friends:
Angie: "oh my god...12 November is the best day ever with Alex!"
Lina: "Really? Happy belated birthday Angie!"
Angie: "No! Since when i'm born in November you mushroom head!"
Lina: "haha. Kidding. Oh! Send my regards to Alex and tell him that i'm sorry i forgot to buy his birthday present."
Angie: "Lina you bitch! how can you remember Alex's birthday when you forgot mine?!"
Lina: "You just told me angie.."
Angie: "Oh great. That's what happen when i talk to a virgin. Let me clarify."
Lina: "Why? You don't have to clarify whether i'm a virgin! Oh shoot...you know i slept with Andy?..."
Angie: "Who the hell is Andy? Lina shuddap and listen. My birthday is on 12 December and Alex's birthday just passed 2 days ago."
Lina: "Huh? Then why did you mentioned 12th November?"
Angie: "Look, 12 November is a special date with me and Alex. It's the most memorable day for us"
Lina: "Oh. But why 12 November? Bet when you're old and are more prone to stm, you'll forget this date. Why not Valentines day? At least when you're old you know that Valentines day is a special date although you might forget which guy you made love with"
Angie: "Oh. Ya. you make some sense Lina. Wow. Ok, i'm so gonna break up with Alex."
Lina: "What?! Why?..."
Angie: "Well since you mentioned a more memorable date, i shall date with another guy before Valentines day. Then 14th February would be a more memorable event!"
Lina: "I guess Valentines day makes the body go round! Lmao."
-------------------------------------Change topic----------------------------------------------
When your best friend has a lover, it's as if your relationship loosens. Especially when your bestie is the opposite sex and it's hard to get close to that person because you're afraid that her/his lover might break up with your bestie because you spent too much time with her/him. It's quite complicated but if you're feeling it, then we're at the same position.
I saw my bestie with her boyfriend and she sort of ignore me. It's hard to tell if she saw me or not. Maybe she's stoning. But the relationship is not as tight as before. We're from different institution and we barely see each other. Sigh. I'm utterly disappointed.
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
Exhausted
From monday to sunday...i had consecutively woke up early for work. After work, i go for dance practice till late at night. Saturday is the least torturing day since i only have drama and it'll last only 2 hours. On sunday, is another dance meeting. The funny thing is, it's the journey that's very tiring. I always make use of every opportunity to sleep at the mrt. And when i say sleep, i'm really sleeping.
I will hit the person next to me, then get back to my upright position. Then i'll hit them again, but somehow my body reacts fast enough not to lay on the person's body for more than a second, and then sit upright again. And so on so forth...
It's really hectic these days. It's as if 80% of my life is on performing arts. Did i put in too much effort? Perhaps it's my ambitious goal to become an all-rounder performer. I hope my journey will be worth it. Sometimes i push myself too hard.
So far, my injuries aren't as bad. My hips were twisted temporarily [thank god], my back injured and there were few sprains at my ankle. For drama, my vocal chords constantly loosens too much because of using the wrong muscle to project my voice. I wonder how could i sing louder than i talk. Strange.
Seriously, i need a rest. Chinese New Year is the best opportunity for me to loosen my tensed muscles. I'll be going back [pronounced as bak] home tomorrow. Finally... time to treat myself with nice hot springs therapy and another retail therapy. HEY! Malaysia's really cheap you know... Erm probably only the "fake" stores. But i'm looking forward for the hot spring!
Back to topic. Why exhausted? Hmmmm. Actually, i have no idea why i put it as the title for this entry. Random i guess. Maybe i'm currently exhausted. I'm constantly yawning and slouching on my chair. Too tired. Both physically and mentally.
And i forgot to eat my pills today! darn. I'm so dead. Tomorrow will be a great day, not to worry Amin. Ya, my mum's right. "Luckilly your p**** is stuck to your body. Or else you might even forget to bring them around!"
Oh well, my entries these days are pretty awkward. Maybe the pills have side effect. Do it?...
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
I will hit the person next to me, then get back to my upright position. Then i'll hit them again, but somehow my body reacts fast enough not to lay on the person's body for more than a second, and then sit upright again. And so on so forth...
It's really hectic these days. It's as if 80% of my life is on performing arts. Did i put in too much effort? Perhaps it's my ambitious goal to become an all-rounder performer. I hope my journey will be worth it. Sometimes i push myself too hard.
So far, my injuries aren't as bad. My hips were twisted temporarily [thank god], my back injured and there were few sprains at my ankle. For drama, my vocal chords constantly loosens too much because of using the wrong muscle to project my voice. I wonder how could i sing louder than i talk. Strange.
Seriously, i need a rest. Chinese New Year is the best opportunity for me to loosen my tensed muscles. I'll be going back [pronounced as bak] home tomorrow. Finally... time to treat myself with nice hot springs therapy and another retail therapy. HEY! Malaysia's really cheap you know... Erm probably only the "fake" stores. But i'm looking forward for the hot spring!
Back to topic. Why exhausted? Hmmmm. Actually, i have no idea why i put it as the title for this entry. Random i guess. Maybe i'm currently exhausted. I'm constantly yawning and slouching on my chair. Too tired. Both physically and mentally.
And i forgot to eat my pills today! darn. I'm so dead. Tomorrow will be a great day, not to worry Amin. Ya, my mum's right. "Luckilly your p**** is stuck to your body. Or else you might even forget to bring them around!"
Oh well, my entries these days are pretty awkward. Maybe the pills have side effect. Do it?...
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
Monday, February 4, 2008
Tiada terbawa sekam segantang
[This will be my first post in malay]
Mengapa dunia berlaku ketidakadilan terhadapku? Selama 18 tahun aku jejak di tapak dunia ini, aku merana. Hatiku telah merayu agar emosi yang telah aku alami akan pupus...walaupun hanya seketika.
Aku terlalu kecewa dengan apa yang telah terjadi. Kami bekerja sekumpulan tetapi aku seperti melakukan semua tugas yang diberi. Alasan yang diberi hampir menghancurkan hatiku. Setelah apa yang aku lakukan untuk mereka, balasan yang aku terima sekaligus membuat air mataku membasahi pipiku. Tiada siapa yang tahu. Dan tiada siapa yang mahu tahu tentang kesengsaraan yang aku alami.
Walaupun aku menghadapi pelbagai masalah, aku cuba memandang di arah yang lebih cerah. Malangnya, luka yang aku alami terlalu berat. Kedua-dua tanganku bersifat mengoda untuk menikam diriku agar semua masalah akan hilang untuk selama-lamanya. Aku menyerah diri. Ambilah nyawaku. Tiada siapa yang akan tahu. Aku lebih senang meniggalkan semua yang ada di dunia ini. Hanya Tuhan sahaja yang dapat mengalami nasibku.
Tiada terbawa sekam segantang- Itulah aku; sangat lemah dan tidak berdaya.
Aku bagai melukut di tepi gantang, keluar tidak mengurangi, masuk tidak memenuhi. Aku tidak lagi berharga di mata rakyat. Atau mungkin, tidak pernah dihargai. Sebanyak mana aku berusaha, apa yang aku harapkan tidak pernah terjadi.
Masalah keluarga, kewangan, rakan, sekolah, minat... Jika aku diberi satu masalah, aku mengerti kerana ia amat normal. Tetapi jika aku diberi masalah yang berlebihan... tiada arah yang boleh aku tuju. Tiada siapa yang tahu...
Selamat tinggal...
Mengapa dunia berlaku ketidakadilan terhadapku? Selama 18 tahun aku jejak di tapak dunia ini, aku merana. Hatiku telah merayu agar emosi yang telah aku alami akan pupus...walaupun hanya seketika.
Aku terlalu kecewa dengan apa yang telah terjadi. Kami bekerja sekumpulan tetapi aku seperti melakukan semua tugas yang diberi. Alasan yang diberi hampir menghancurkan hatiku. Setelah apa yang aku lakukan untuk mereka, balasan yang aku terima sekaligus membuat air mataku membasahi pipiku. Tiada siapa yang tahu. Dan tiada siapa yang mahu tahu tentang kesengsaraan yang aku alami.
Walaupun aku menghadapi pelbagai masalah, aku cuba memandang di arah yang lebih cerah. Malangnya, luka yang aku alami terlalu berat. Kedua-dua tanganku bersifat mengoda untuk menikam diriku agar semua masalah akan hilang untuk selama-lamanya. Aku menyerah diri. Ambilah nyawaku. Tiada siapa yang akan tahu. Aku lebih senang meniggalkan semua yang ada di dunia ini. Hanya Tuhan sahaja yang dapat mengalami nasibku.
Tiada terbawa sekam segantang- Itulah aku; sangat lemah dan tidak berdaya.
Aku bagai melukut di tepi gantang, keluar tidak mengurangi, masuk tidak memenuhi. Aku tidak lagi berharga di mata rakyat. Atau mungkin, tidak pernah dihargai. Sebanyak mana aku berusaha, apa yang aku harapkan tidak pernah terjadi.
Masalah keluarga, kewangan, rakan, sekolah, minat... Jika aku diberi satu masalah, aku mengerti kerana ia amat normal. Tetapi jika aku diberi masalah yang berlebihan... tiada arah yang boleh aku tuju. Tiada siapa yang tahu...
Selamat tinggal...
Saturday, February 2, 2008
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I felt so relaxed this morning because i had no stress from the alarm clock.
I went to town for some retail therapy. I need it anyway because my apparels are shrinking and i need to exchange them with new set of clothings. I thought i would be happy but my hopes are drenched... firstly, it was raining and all the spirit of shopping just shuts off. Secondly, the clothes are too expensive! I had a voucher for Takashimaya but it's kinda pointless. So i decided find cheaper stuffs.
Undergarments.
It's my first time shopping for undergarments only. HEY! Everything i bought are all the high class undies. The material is really good and it supports only the necessary parts. And the best thing is, you never knew if you're wearing anything underneath or not. It's great before breakfast and after dinner. Oh crap that sounds so wrong.
I was not happy with the weather i decided to go to Starbucks for my coffee therapy. Hmm... i dislike it.
I reached AMK hub at 4pm to shop for my danceworks costume. I met Zee to look for her heels and top. As usual, hanging out with Zelia will have all the crap jokes and dirty thoughts. lol! Sorry Zee cause you commented that my picture was the funniest! hahaha...
After walking around AMK countless times, we went back to school to watch Dance company's production. Overall the performance was alright. They were ups and downs but it's worth watching.
I wonder if we'll ever have a production. I told that to Zee and she said "No point telling me that". Ya, trueness.
Tomorrow is drama.
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
I went to town for some retail therapy. I need it anyway because my apparels are shrinking and i need to exchange them with new set of clothings. I thought i would be happy but my hopes are drenched... firstly, it was raining and all the spirit of shopping just shuts off. Secondly, the clothes are too expensive! I had a voucher for Takashimaya but it's kinda pointless. So i decided find cheaper stuffs.
Undergarments.
It's my first time shopping for undergarments only. HEY! Everything i bought are all the high class undies. The material is really good and it supports only the necessary parts. And the best thing is, you never knew if you're wearing anything underneath or not. It's great before breakfast and after dinner. Oh crap that sounds so wrong.
I was not happy with the weather i decided to go to Starbucks for my coffee therapy. Hmm... i dislike it.
I reached AMK hub at 4pm to shop for my danceworks costume. I met Zee to look for her heels and top. As usual, hanging out with Zelia will have all the crap jokes and dirty thoughts. lol! Sorry Zee cause you commented that my picture was the funniest! hahaha...
After walking around AMK countless times, we went back to school to watch Dance company's production. Overall the performance was alright. They were ups and downs but it's worth watching.
I wonder if we'll ever have a production. I told that to Zee and she said "No point telling me that". Ya, trueness.
Tomorrow is drama.
Bye/sayonara/zai jian/selamat tinggal/tschüß/vara tey/paalam/au revoir/sawatdee/ayubowan/ate breve/ciao/...
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